Friday, November 30, 2007 @ Friday, November 30, 2007
If someone were to ask me what i wanted to do in life, i can simply say i'm aimless... i know at this point of time, i should not be feeling this way but i just cant help it... i remembered last year, or maybe even last month, i had big dreams but now, all of a sudden, all these dreams seem to fade away... why? i duno... I hope to find myself again...Recently, many things had happened... some good, some not so good... i dont know why but i am still feeling very confused... am i happy? sad? angry?disappointed? guilty? Somethimes i wonder if it was my fault...=(Btw, after seeing the guides photos, i really feel much better... i miss guides... i hope school re-opens soon and i am so looking foward to the next guide meeting... ming en... hahaz.. hope there will not be the smelly smell of some smelly rotting paus...=)